I already know no one really cares of my drawings or my journals. That is alright. Well, you won't see me much online anymore. I broke my laptop in anger. Why? My mother threaten to break it so many times, I thought I should help her finally do it. But ts not like i was already frustrated in the beginning. My mother might have cancer. There i said it. She might have cancer.

Tell the truth, I hope is not cancer. Really I do. But is hard to be strong for her when she keeps thinking there might not be much time. IN the whole chaos of this, i lost a friend to my anger. ANd i do apologize if you still care enough to read this. ANd you do know who you are.

So i wont be back online till maybe after thanksgiving, and my drawings a gone forever, with my poetry on my old laptop. Who knows, i might be luck and the harddrive never got ruined. But i have so many things on there unlegal, i might as well just throw it away and not bother.

I might lose my job as well, so im currently looking for another.

And just failed a class i thought i was withdrawn from. yeay!

I am gong to change my major once more from English to Densist assistant.. Who was i kidding, i never can be a teacher in time..

Well... Take care.. and gues if you care enough you would reply or post a comment. Do something to show you have some compassion left for me. I do not know.